Devils Playground

Don't judge me
Devil's playground
I wear my heart on my sleeve
I cut my wrist my heart bleeds
Don't believe everything you read
Girls and alcohol the only thing missing is weed
They call me rude when I say what's real
But I'm jus speaking on how I feel
So before I commit suicide
I just wanted to tell the world how I feel inside
I told her that I love her there goes my pride
I'm tryna free myself from this negative mind
But I'm trapped in this sorrow
Sometimes I wonder what's in it for me tomorrow if you not there
Sometimes I feel like you don't care
It's not fair I'm sitting here drinking beer L to Aaliyah
She drop a tear as I think of the memories that we shared she shared she slapped and said you never care

See these tears in my eyes
But you don't even know why?
Just try to visualise a kid who was promised lies who's heart died and his mind was possessed by the dark side

See these tears in my eyes
But you don't even know why?
Jus try to visualise a kid who was promised lies who's heart died and his mind was possessed by the dark side

I suffer from depression and anxiety
Must be the stress that I'm under from this society
My president is still un-educated
I drink till I black out wake up in a church naked
With three sixes tattooed on my arms
bleeding from my palms
death is attractive so of course I charm
Why was I born? see when I'm bored
I watch porn and masturbate myself with a hand full of thorns
I just had a conversation with Satan,we was debating about revelations then he gave me an invitation
I was once a happy baby
But the evils of society and greed drove me crazy
I'm learning to love me for being me
aCuse at some stage I closed my heart cause people weren't who they claimed to be
See physically we might be free but mentally we still victims of slavery
How can it be don't ask me

See these tears in my eyes
But you don't even know why?
Just try to visualise a kid who was promised lies who's heart died and his mind was Possessed by the dark side

See these tears in my eyes
But you don't even know why?
Just try to visualise a kid who was promised lies who's heart died and his mind was Possessed by the dark side

Trouble on my mind
I wish I had a stress free mind cause these hard times make God to be hard to find
I'm going blind
Resisting temptation I can't resort to crime
Forty somFething still drinking wine
It's not me its not what I see I choose to conceive and then to believe now only thing left To do is to achieve
I'm hell-bent not to be hell-bound catch me playing in the devil's play ground

See these tears in my eyes
But you don't even know why?
Just try to visualise a kid who was promised lies who's heart died and his mind was possessed by the dark side

See these tears in my eyes
But you don't even know why?
Jus try to visualise a kid who was promised lies who's heart died and his mind was Possessed by the dark side



Credits
Writer(s): Mandilakhe Mfihlo
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