Days Like This

I'm not much of a talker
I'ma hellava drinker and I love to smoke
If your girl got a nice ass
I'm sorry but I'ma stalk her
They say that I'm a deep thinker honestly people I just love to joke
I'll fake my death and attend my own funeral just to see who cares
I had a dream about it
My girlfriend wasn't there
Everyday I stare at my reflection in the mirror the sun is falling
I can feel it shit is getting realer
God bless the ghetto mothers cause they not raising kids
They raising killers or future drug dealers
Money is an issue love is still a mystery I want to say I miss you
But then it hits me we are history
Where the hell did my heart go? I guess the answer is the question
I'm still stressing for a blessing
Still looking for a girl I can invest in
Money on my mind but suicide I'm still obsessin damn

My mama told me they'll be days like this
I been hustling for too long the marijuana makes me feel strong
Told me they'll be days like this
I been struggling for too long the alcohol makes me feel strong
Told me they'll be days like this
Free your mind don't mind society even though they lied to me
Told me they'll be days like this
Free your mind don't mind society even though they lied to me

The rhyme books and good dudes and rap flows
Take me back to birth initially it started with a O
And that's for Oliver I ain't moving no ounces
Wanna be good enough look up and I vowed this
How many times I dreamt about it man
It's countless wake up in the morning shining bright all them hours
Music with the high breeze and rain showers in lamens terms
It means it's all two sided
The Lord gave me permission to start a hell fire with these songs I deliver
Before I make it home
It's so cold but we live through exxagerate
Change the paces that I hone better then the pearly gates
Oh well there's heaven will I get accepted trials and tribulations
The process and mid phases
And that I knew the question now is who out of all those you meet
Is honest and speak the truth like

My mama told me they'll be days like this
I been hustling for too long the marijuana makes me feel strong
Told me they'll be days like this
I been struggling for too long the alcohol makes me feel strong
Told me they'll be days like this
Free your mind don't mind society even though they lied to me
Told me they'll be days like this
Free your mind don't mind society even though they lied to me

Father forgive me for all my hurtful thinking
Been having issues with my self that's why I've turnt to drinking
Time waits for no man so there's no way I'm blinking
Drowning my demons with this liquor so I'm still sinking
Still wishin still stressing for a blessing
And I gotta lotta questions like will these dreams come true?
Will I eventually get through? Does God know that I exist?
Would you blame me for selling my soul in order to be rich?
This is coming from a lost christian it was my decision
To cut ties from my religion
Now listen I figured God was tired of all my bitchin
I was on my knees I would plead until my knees bleed no vision
I hate this I guess I'm just a youth who's lacking patients an atheist?
My smile I can't afford to fake this
Tell me what's a halotip to the brain when you endure so much pain
Spill my feelings to this game like

My mama told me they'll be days like this
I been hustling for too long the marijuana makes me feel strong
Told me they'll be days like this
I been struggling for too long the alcohol makes me feel strong
Told me they'll be days like this
Free your mind don't mind society even though they lied to me
Told me they'll be days like this
Free your mind don't mind society even though they lied to me