Scars

You try so hard
Just for some affirmation
But where does that lead you
Where does it lead you
Where has it brought you now
Because you have gone nowhere
Nowhere but in the same spot where you've always been
So what's you're goal here?
Is it to be loved?
Or to be accepted?

I know as a kid you went through a lot
But for a healing did you ever pray to God?
I feel the insecurities that you brought
I know I said I forgave you but
I feel I can't talk to you
I wish I could but it's overdue
Because the way that you treat me
A stranger completely
I can't even love me cause of you
Tell me how you really feel
And maybe I could fix it if you're real
Tell me exactly what's the deal
I know you said you forgave me but
I don't feel your love at all
And sometimes you don't even answer my calls
You say that I don't spend time
But I've already tried
What do you expect me to do?

It's tough for you to tap into the spiritual world
Cause you've been going through so much hell in your life
It is tough for you to believe
All the prophecies that have been spoken over you
As a matter of fact
When you get another prophecy
You don't even get excited
You get frustrated
Because you look at where you are now
And you look at how far you're supposed to be
And you say "what is wrong?
With me"

I knew growing up I'm not the best son
And I bet you wish you had another one
Cause all I did at times
Was make you angry inside
And all I did was try to hide
I could've sworn I had it all
But having everything isn't really all
Having money and cars
All the watches and clothes
Isn't enough if it's not your love
Your love is all I cared to search for
Once I felt it wasn't there I shut the door
I became so sad and bitter inside
As if you left me to die
Feelings I can't deny inside out
Is it so hard to show you love me?
Is it easier to say that you do?
Can't tell what is a family
Needing love is tragedy
Cause it leaves me looking like a fool

Y por eso el salvación es individual
Y Dios va juzgar a conforme a cada uno
No va juzgar por familia
No tenía hermanos
No tenía hermanas
No tenía papá
No tenía mamá
Los extrañé pos si
Soy humano
Pero en final de cuentas
Viniste solo en este mundo
Y solo te vas