Gaslighting

Such a... shock to me that we been on this, every time that you're confronted
You... keep on lying while I'm honest, then I... lose my head with every promise
I... swear that I'm going outside of my mind, I... play into your games like all of the time
Always... putting my sanity right on the line, no more... trusting my gut or following what's right
But... maybe I feed into this too, all this back & forth between me & you
When you accuse randomly, as I... start to question my own sanity

First you... lie to me then you wanna lie to yourself
Then I... challenge the truth and then I say "go to hell"
Go... back & forth until we say nothing else
Question... my every thought & now I feel I need some help
Now... am I crazy?, slightly maybe, manipulated into such
You're... gaslighting me enough

I... can't believe that I've been blinded, &...now I'm so indecisive
So... confused on where my mind is, so... unsure of where the light is, I...
I truly lost who I am, I can't remember where I stand
On what I used to believe in damn, & now I can't begin to understand
But... maybe I feed into this too, all this back & forth between me & you
When you accuse randomly, as I... start to question my insanity

First you... lie to me then you wanna lie to yourself
Then I... challenge the truth and then I say "go to hell"
Go... back & forth until we say nothing else
Question... my every thought & now I feel I need some help
Now... am I crazy?, slightly maybe, manipulated into such
You're... gaslighting me enough

There was a time there where I umm... truly thought I was losing it
Like believing... everything... you know?, words can be... truly deceiving
Especially when you'd do like... anything for that person
And you think the world of them, there's nothing that they could say or do that would be false
Yeah... I was in that... manipulation, a roller coaster... for sure... you know?



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