Nevermore (feat. Sweet Gene)

I'll be
Whom I'll be
Let me be me

I felt it inside
Inside this feeling when I grow
Never did I feel it
Never this before
Now it's in my mind
Don't you feel it
'Cuz I think you see it
'Cuz it's everything I'm hearing
It's everything I'm feeling anymore
Never did you feel me
No no
Never did you feel us grow
But you gotta get it go
Listen to all my words
None of this even matters any more
It's all absurd
I've heard this all before
Feel it cuz you thought you're strong
Never flown
But you thought you'd keep it to your self
But never did ya, did ya now
Never did you want to show
What was wrong, but yeah
But now I'm gone
And whoa whoa woe
So long
I'm not home
I don't know where I'll go
But this is not my home
Nevermore nevermore nevermore

I've come back to what I was before
I'm not going to be us anymore
I'm not taking the blame
No more feeling ashamed

I'd listened to the way you'd say my name when you're ashamed
And how you'd never tried to pay attention
To the signs that I would leave
And so you keep on thinking 'bout yourself without a care
About the way that you would shout at me; then pout at me
And then you say it's all okay
Another time I'll get ignored
I'll get no say
Another day I'm here, while you've gone away
Now I'll go, even if in disarray
Sayonara; adu; tchau
I'll be on my way

Let go
Change that tone
We're past tense for now on

I cried so loud
Louder than you could scream or shout
But you still couldn't hear me
Or what I'm all about
I saw you fading in and out
The circumstances insane
But I had to stay to make a change
But then things just gave away
Even before I could even wake
It was too late, I was so ashamed
My subconscious feels so loud
And all my friends are telling me I need out
But I say that things will change
So I wait another day
Just to find myself here with no escape
Standing here flooded in the rain
Yet I'm in a drought
And you're no where to be found
Just my memories of you
Buried six feet underground

I've come back to what I was before
I'm not going to be us anymore
I'm not taking the blame
No more feeling ashamed

This is insane
Can you see what you do to me
You're in my way
And you're no good for me

I'll be
Who I'll be
I am free

With this declaration
There will be a separation
Now I cast the spell disintegration
And those bonds you used to chain me in
They're all gone
Now I'm standing reinless and
I'm sure you're fine
You always manage
But I'm off
The sails ascend
And I'm weightless
And I'm flying freer than the wind
Go see your "friend"
And I'm sure they'll love you for a quick minute
And then they'll leave you standing all alone
Like when we first had met
I knew back then you were broken
But I didn't think it meant you go destroying everything we meant
If there's one thing I won't forget
It's how you taught me not to love
Then with my words I cast you out
Swear to myself
I don't need you if I'm someone else
Now I'm strong enough to break myself
From this shell
Strong enough to take this world on
I have freed myself

I've come back to what I was before
I'm not going to be us anymore
I'm not taking the blame
No more feeling ashamed

I've come
(I'm not)
I'm done
Playing with you
I'm done playing with you