goldchain

You know that I want you, you want me too
You know that it's hard to be vulnerable
I'm constantly wanting you in my arms
But I can't be the one that you want, call me back cause I'm faded

And I, feel a pain it's been present ever since adolescence
I've been desperate and second guessing with every second
Crown jeweler, barely present foul ruler
Town mover, disrespected like Kyle Kuzma

This the energy niggas never reciprocate
Loyalty, dissipates
Spend it on a golden chain
Anticipating a nigga's about to blow up
Contracts, storefronts, videos, tour bus

Cause I dropped an EP wit all slaps on it
Shit was hotter than the fucking rig with the wax on it

Moved the fuck away from home and got back on it
New change of scenery got a nigga strapped to his purpose

Brain feel deserted
Anytime I see you now I'm getting fucking nervous it's hurting me

Damn, sound of your voice that shit calming me down
Anxious as fuck when I'm hearing the sound

But somehow I'm glad I can say that I'm thankful
I'm still upset that I'll never replace you
And you just watch me fall apart

I gotta back it up
Strain me to tag you up
Snag you up, I need 8 dates feel like the bachelor
Then upgrade to a tour in each state every single weekday
On stage playing at every stadium yeah

Then I can take a step back like just for a second
I take a breath in, step in, looking at every section
Lights shine, feel the pressure, stressing, but did I mention?

You were all that I needed back when we first met, ay
What's your pain? Is it discipline or it's regret? ay
I should've never wrote that song but now it's past tense, ay
Now I'm out here I'm all on my own
It's for show don't you know that I gotta go home cause I'm faded