kene's track

Yeah, uh
I gave a girl a piece of my heart
So how am I supposed to act like I don't need her at all
Are my emotions begging for her?
I'm just leaving em raw
Are my decisions going stupid?
I just need to be wrong

And for a minute I ain't really talk to people at all
Because I couldn't help but feel like their all leading me on
Everybody telling me that I just need to be strong
And i'm sitting here just wishing I could feel it at all

Cause right I'm feeling hopeless and my mind is kinda dark
Doing everything i can to throw away my broken heart
And my motivation broken, I don't even own a spark
It's like I'm on the open ocean, I don't even own a chart

And I'm feeling really dark, when there's nothing on my mind
Taking everything I knew before and leave it all behind
Taking everything I was and in my mind I saw it die
Thought if i can't really live, then I don't wanna survive

Unwanted, daunted, feeling haunted
Paranoia made it so I just can't sleep
And I don't wanna go to bed
I'd rather stay awake instead
Cause i don't wanna see this dream repeat

Down bad, profoundly sad
After losing everything I only thought i had
Like a stranger to myself, feeling uglier than sin
How am i supposed to turn into a person then again?

Hide in the moonlight, burn in the sun
Waiting for someone to come with silver bullet and gun
Trying everything I can to make this hurting be done

Try to make a broken recipe just learn to be right
Tryna make a solid path with all these burdens in life
Cause I know how hard it is to try to turn in a vice
I'm addicted to these women that I see on my phone
That'll love me for a minute and then leave me alone

But I'm hoping that they arm it right
And for it then I will still fight
This hope it just keeps me alive
They tell ya

But I'm praying that they arm it right
And while waiting then I will still fight
This hope it just keeps me alive
They tell ya