sequoia drive

Listen
Yeah, lately I've been feeling faceless
Just a body on the pavement
Slowly floating through the days
Another waiting list they placed me in
Probably caught me jaded then
The way I'm feelin faded got me starin at your face again
Insane is just a place he in
Breaking all the limits though
Left his fuckin smile inside the pockets of his thrifted clothes
Making shit more difficult
Don't know how to fix it so the cycle just continues on
Looks in the mirror quick and goes

I know it's hard brain spinning bout a mile a minute
Granny got a doctor visit, family always politicin', damn
But quittin's always been the easy way
It's hard for me to think about
The things that make me feel complacent, damn
I know it's hard but life it still goes on

And a couple times I seen it left me behind
A fucking diamond in the rough, but they won't let me just shine
It's so, hard to see the things I ever really seen in you
When every word I wrote was just some text upon your screen
You probably didn't think a thing about it
Heart so cold I'm bleeding out it
Freezing now, it's obvious
Niggas working hard to get a bite just like a floppy disc
Head is in the clouds but my heart is still in your pocket, bitch
Wanna be strong but I'm folding like origami shit
So I dedicate my life to the music and put my pride in it
Especially if you're watching this cause

I know it's hard
Brain stuck inside a memory
Don't care bout what I said because
You'll always be a friend to me just know that
But quittin's always been the easy way
I'm tryna find a reason not to switch up like the seasons
And just leave it
I know it's hard, but life it still goes on

The fucking
Pain eats me alive like a damned cannibal
Crushed like a damn Danimal, easy as shit they hand to you
The plan for you is paid in full
Ready to see the goddamn face of the fucking raging bull
I fucking slip further the more that my dream's attainable
But what a grande start for me?
From 16 scribbling verses that's written horribly
Inside my fuckin closet recording shit all inaudibly
Now I'm 19 and I'm boutta get round that fucking corner but

I know it's hard
Brain spinning bout a mile a minute
Days be gettin slower every second that the clock is ticking down

But quittin's always been the easy way
Won't ever say i'm gone for good, cause this shit is my real escape
Damn, I know it's hard
But life it still goes on