My Own Worst Enemy

Yo
Steinellito
Yeah
Fuck it up, fuck it up, fuck it up
Yo
Listen
Ugh

A scoundrel, irreverent. Unbounded by relevance
Who scours this planet with untrammeled malevolence
Hell of a panel assembled to examine the evidence of
Transgressions and skeletons locked away in my residence
Not threatened by all the questioning or pressure to reminisce
The present is so deafening, the past is just a blip
So you can attempt to persist with emphasis on the negative but
Good and bad is all relative and this is getting repetitive
I said it once and I'll say it again with intention, no prejudice
When it comes to someone as menacing there really is no comparison
Thereupon I extend this invitation to exit
The conscious state with a potent dose of particular sedatives
Let go I'm a paragon, grass guru, I'm celadon,
Sweet poison will sell a ton no matter what you sell it on
Vile-plumes fill up the room and instantly your Gloom takes an
Oddish direction as your wings adjust their ailerons
Wheels spinning I'm Peloton, brain fogging I'm almost gone
No Flowers for Algernon as I approach the denouement
Say what you want about the ways that I go about
Displaying my soul throughout this wayward retort
I'm my own worst enemy, declaring me mental
Ossifying the decline in sanity of poor gRENDEL so
Stop staring, I know my pain is readily apparent
I chose fear and it festered till I could no longer bear it
My own brain that's the primal traitor and
First hater, brazen, obnoxious
Shame grows in darkness, resort to shopping
Toxins to annihilate my conscious
Denizen of the dark destined to
Destruct and debauch every single thought
Mentally installed, no medicine for the cough when it's self-taught
I'm my own worst enemy (ha) declaring me mental
Ossifying the decline in sanity of poor gRENDEL as I
Slide off destiny's tendril and hide (Hyde) from the Jekyll
My spine trembles at notions of infinite potential