Losing My Mind
God, if you're up there
The time is running out
Can you hear me?
Can you see me, god?
Look at me
Look at us
Look at your children, motherfucker
Come do something about it, goddamn it
As I walk through this valley of death
Paranoia got me looking like an addict
'Cause I'm looking both ways
Every time I take a step
'Cause I know what I've done
In my past
Trying to think of any good
But let's face the facts
It was all fucking bad
So why even try to hide it
All the crime on my mind
Everyday I try to fight it
Shit, I got so many schemes
Money making is the motto
But right now I'm feeling hollow
A better life I wanna borrow
Pardon me for all the bitching
Everyday I'm on a mission
And the goal is to get rich
Yes, I said it all before
Devil's knocking on my door
And he wants me to explode
See, I battle with these demons
Product of a cursed semen
Everyday I'm day dreaming
Aiming for a better day
And for sure a better way
For this man to get paid
But it looks like I'm trapped
Shit, at least that's what it seems
'Cause so far in my life
This has been the way for me
Falling in the day
Proud of my blind side
When I couldn't see
And I don't think twice
I hear the violins
Someone blow from losing my mind
I don't wanna need
But I can't escape
I feel it in my chest
When it's getting late
I hear the violins
Someone blow from losing my mind
Dear, god, do you listen
'Cause I got all these demons on my mind
And I don't know what to do
Got a pistol in my pocket and the devil is behind
Pushing me to act the fool
Should I fall to my knees
Shall I crumble in defeat
'Cause everyday I speak to you
But you never answer me
Yes, I know you don't exist
But that's the way they raised me
To believe there's a man in the sky
Who protects me in my life
And will be there when I die
I don't want the fairytales
But indoctrination got me
Wondering if there's a hell
It's a place that I'm going
And I know that for a fact
That is what the preacher told me
Doesn't matter if I'm good
For the god in the bible that is just not enough
He just wants me to believe
Wants to see me on my knees
Wants to see me in defeat
Everyday internally
I go crazy I just bleed
But I'm a rider till the end
And you ain't getting that from me
Falling in the day
Proud of my blind side
When I couldn't see
And I don't think twice
I hear the violins
Someone blow from losing my mind
I don't wanna need
But I can't escape
I feel it in my chest
When it's getting late
I hear the violins
Someone blow from losing my mind
The time is running out
Can you hear me?
Can you see me, god?
Look at me
Look at us
Look at your children, motherfucker
Come do something about it, goddamn it
As I walk through this valley of death
Paranoia got me looking like an addict
'Cause I'm looking both ways
Every time I take a step
'Cause I know what I've done
In my past
Trying to think of any good
But let's face the facts
It was all fucking bad
So why even try to hide it
All the crime on my mind
Everyday I try to fight it
Shit, I got so many schemes
Money making is the motto
But right now I'm feeling hollow
A better life I wanna borrow
Pardon me for all the bitching
Everyday I'm on a mission
And the goal is to get rich
Yes, I said it all before
Devil's knocking on my door
And he wants me to explode
See, I battle with these demons
Product of a cursed semen
Everyday I'm day dreaming
Aiming for a better day
And for sure a better way
For this man to get paid
But it looks like I'm trapped
Shit, at least that's what it seems
'Cause so far in my life
This has been the way for me
Falling in the day
Proud of my blind side
When I couldn't see
And I don't think twice
I hear the violins
Someone blow from losing my mind
I don't wanna need
But I can't escape
I feel it in my chest
When it's getting late
I hear the violins
Someone blow from losing my mind
Dear, god, do you listen
'Cause I got all these demons on my mind
And I don't know what to do
Got a pistol in my pocket and the devil is behind
Pushing me to act the fool
Should I fall to my knees
Shall I crumble in defeat
'Cause everyday I speak to you
But you never answer me
Yes, I know you don't exist
But that's the way they raised me
To believe there's a man in the sky
Who protects me in my life
And will be there when I die
I don't want the fairytales
But indoctrination got me
Wondering if there's a hell
It's a place that I'm going
And I know that for a fact
That is what the preacher told me
Doesn't matter if I'm good
For the god in the bible that is just not enough
He just wants me to believe
Wants to see me on my knees
Wants to see me in defeat
Everyday internally
I go crazy I just bleed
But I'm a rider till the end
And you ain't getting that from me
Falling in the day
Proud of my blind side
When I couldn't see
And I don't think twice
I hear the violins
Someone blow from losing my mind
I don't wanna need
But I can't escape
I feel it in my chest
When it's getting late
I hear the violins
Someone blow from losing my mind
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Writer(s): Ricardo Sepulveda
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