Hold Out

I'm just losing time
With my hesitance
As if I'll never learn to speak when I should

Then the time stops
Showing me everything I've ever wanted to be
Until I'll have to face it
Until I'll do what should be done

The affliction
Is it the thing that I deserve?
Could be all I need to be me
Maybe even what I want
But it's definitely my own creation and it ends really soon

What if it ends really soon?
Maybe it ends right now
I hope it ends
Right
Now

Just wait for another life
Just wait for another life

Maybe it will end one time

But I just needed a break
I need so many breaks it breaks me again and makes me worthless
And I stare like I've never had a soul
To the world I know

So I listen
And I try not to be offensive as I usually am
But people still talk to me and I don't really know what to answer

And again I stare, I feel, I speak, I think
I think about how many times will I have to break down to get things right

Nothing makes sense anymore
And it's my last chance to show some decency
I know I can talk when I wanna
I know I can leave when I wanna
But I can't really do anything

When I only have the courage to be a coward



Credits
Writer(s): Dominik Neudeker
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