When I Die (Solo Version)

Torn apart I'm feeling broken inside
Lyin' on my back I'm bombarded with questions like am I alright
My death is eminent I'm smothered in your ignorance
You've left me unsupervised with a whole set of knives guess who's dying tonight

I can't wait for when I die
Save me from my own life
Please put out of my misery
I'm dying inside
I can't wait for when I die
Save me from my own life
Depression engulfing me utterly
I'm drowning inside my own mind

How can I keep pushing through this
I feel like I'm barely human
Alcohol that I'm consuming
Don't know why my souls in ruins
Can't seem to leave my room
Carcass laid out in my tomb
I'm falling apart from the inside
How long till my bodies exhumed
Keep getting beat down
But there's no one around
I know that I will lose this war
The clock is counting down the seconds til I hit the floor

I can't wait for when I die
Save me from my own life
Please put out of my misery
I'm dying inside
I can't wait for when I die
Save me from my own life
Depression engulfing me utterly
I'm drowning inside my own mind

Blacked out closed door legs bruised bed sores
Bleeding on my room floor feeling rotten to the core
I can't escape my own desire to take the fall
Slit writs blade dull fuck yo bitch end it all
Ambulance make the call
Feelin' like I'm 1 foot tall
Can't take the damage and I'm all out of time

Fuck your good life
Fuck your good life
Can't take the damage and I'm all out of time

I can't wait for when I die
Save me from my own life
Please put out of my misery
I'm dying inside
I can't wait for when I die
Save me from my own life
Depression engulfing me utterly
I'm drowning inside my own mind

Fuck your good life
Fuck your good life
Can't take the damage and I'm all out of time



Credits
Writer(s): John Illingworth
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