tales of a soldier.

When I was growing up all I heard about was that blocka'
Nine glock ah' cock back, split you and your father
Got some family that's felons, niggas wouldn't try to rob them
Saw my uncle catch some years, im glad they never caught my papa

This tales of a soldier nigga, life been hard
Ain't understand enough to hold me
But seen it when I was older nigga
I'm the type to make you an example, just to show you
So be cautious when you playing with my name some don't get older nigga
I'm the reason you gon' listen up to what I told you nigga
Mind of a mad man, hear screams if you approach a nigga
Just know, my closest one in love with berrettas
And he'll blow right through his coat, moths ain't a reason why it's holes in his sweater

I'm on a never ending search, looking for someone that better
One who could lace up on a verse, no need to write down a letter
Crazy how easy niggas die them bullets light as a feather
That shit ah' change your composition notebook no professor
This shit with no effort I wake up tryna' get it go getter
I'll have that nigga on his knees begging for life a protester
Why niggas love to mention me, somebody teach them boys better
Only a couple that make diamonds others fold under pressure

Grew up in warfare, like a military brat
Splat when you hear boom shit sounding like them military gats
Bullets fly like a phoenix been talking tough so my beam lit
A dirty game get played, but you still could catch a clean hit.l
Grew too big for the shoes I wear, just heard a seam rip
Combat televised so no surprises when I see shit
Seen a vector spitting fire throwing flames, spreading heat quick
If that mouth run fast I just hope that your feet quick
Yea that scat move fast but snail shells move quicker
Got slugs for your temple, legs, kidneys and your liver
Middle aged niggas still push great white like it's a blizzard
Opposition take you out like date night, cheese dinner

Don't feel home when I'm home
Only time I feel at peace writing on sheets while I'm alone in my zone
You could tell I feel alone from my tone
That's neither here nor there it's whatever just dont long when I'm gone
Can't take a step in my shoes can't go through shit that I been through
We slept nights in that x3 round' the block petty disputes
Cops flashed the lights, only wish I had was life to improve
With no issues, but shit just got worse left scar tissue
Reminisce often that four pack we had, damn I miss you
Ain't been family for years but life force us to continue
Left us in the dust, it's personal for me so now it's hard to trust
Mama stressing bout' how I'm gon' live hurt it left me crushed
Sat here crying for an hour ma' u left me stuck
Through everything I love you still for life until my casket shut