I'm a Mess

I'm a mess
Don't leave my bed till 2pm
Left my friends, they're all on read
Got a headache but I'm great
I'm a mess
And I hate the way I dress
Leaving my house less and less
In my bedroom but it's cool

Bought another cardigan last week
Spent my day texting nobody
Ate a couple of things today
But I forgot to hydrate
Only left my room like once today
Oh my god I forgot to say
Thanks to my mom for making me eat today

I'm a mess
And I think people are scared
Because all I do is stare into space
But I'm great
I'm a mess
And I hate the way I dress
And I'm always way too stressed
So I stay
But I'm really great

I was late to work yesterday
I been tryna quit but I still stay
Cause my anxiety gets the best of me
I've had writer's block for a while now
But this song's still managed to somehow
See the light of day (Yay)

I think I'm going insane
I spend too much time in my brain
I spend every single day
Pushing people away
Maybe today I'll eat 3 meals
I don't think love is a big deal
I'm sorry that's such a hot take
But that's just how I feel
(But what do I know?)

I'm a mess
You probably think that I'm depressed
But I'll just pass it off as stress
I'm okay
I'm a mess
And I hate the way I dress
But I won't call out my distress
I'm okay, I'm really fine

I forgot to wash my hair this week
Haven't seen my friends, we barely speak
Since I left them on opened
But I'm still hoping
Maybe next week I'll change my mind
Maybe I'll wanna go outside again
Start my life again

I think I'm going insane
I spend too much time in my brain
I spend every single day
Convincing you I'm okay
Maybe today I'll eat a meal
I'll say that it's not a big deal
I say that with my whole chest
But that's not how I feel
(No, no yeah really. no i'm fine seriously don't worry)

I'm a mess
Don't leave my bed till 2pm
Left my friends, they're all on read
Got a headache but I'm great
I'm a mess
And I hate the way I dress
Leaving my house less and less
In my bedroom but it's cool really

I say I'm fine
But am I right
No I'm not cause I'm a mess
Oh I'm a mess



Credits
Writer(s): Amber Hayden
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