People Pleaser

Are you tired yet?
Of counting your mistakes
People pleaser
Has it hurt you enough
Enough to draw the line?
Are you someone you don't recognize?

You see all of your friends and they talk so loud
Without being embarrassed, and you're so jealous
How do they move so flawless and proud you almost hate them for it now
He's back with the man, that man that follows you around just to count the times you fall
And then he carves that number into your skin just to paint over it

I don't know who I am anymore
I don't want to be a sad soul forever
And for a moment I can see the big picture
There is still something alive in me

You go out again, and you stand, and you watch everybody feel good for themselves
And you know deep down, it's a choice to tear down what you've built around yourself
And you're getting fuckin' fed up with what you've convinced yourself you are

I don't know how I feel about this anymore
I keep expecting to wake up with an answer
And for a moment I can see the big picture
There is still something alive in me

There are times, the trees move out the window in slow motion
And songs remind you that you're mortal
And there's a brief fear tomorrow might be lonely
But right now you're at the edge of something
And you can feel the wind moving
The pain seems funny now
There is still a feeling that I haven't done enough
There is still a feeling that I haven't done enough