My Good Friend

Said I wasn't back I fucking lied to your face
My decisions had my life feeling like a drag race
Never knowing when imma spin out on these bitches
I hate talking to rappers cause all they talk is business
You ask me do I hate the game I will not have to tell you twice
Lately after every song, I wanna end my own life
I wanna be famous but I'm already getting canceled now
Not by twitter but the fucking industry shut me out
I'm autistic but these motherfuckers' on the spectrum
Bar to bar with these clowns and I fucking dead 'em
Flow so sick lyrics caused a pandemic
Songs aging like wine my pen authentic
I'm the type of artist yall ain't never seen before
When I hit record Grammy's at my fuckin door
If you snub me imma hit you with the snub nose
If you talking shit make you keep that mouth closed
Like a real G I've been moving silent
Now that I'm back rappers ringing up the sirens
This for the people who ever called me retarded
This albums for you, we just getting started

You say I've been lacking I have to disagree
Been taking a lot of time to get to know me
I'm biding my time till I get what is mine
Its my fucking future imma make that bitch shine
Grinding's all I know, what the hell is rest
What's a heavy load, Already got the world up off my chest
Drugs out of my system but huh I still have cravings
Getting a high off the 808s we making
Destined for something nothing I'll take either one
It all ends in the same place when all said and done
Went through hell and back just to hear that I fell off
Had to take some time to give the old me a send off
He was fucking round doing shit I don't endorse
Doing the opposite of everything I stood for
If being afraid is all that I'm good for
Fuck the old me I'll take on a new form