Last Letter

Tell my loved ones to play this
While I'm laid to rest
And don't cry I know y'all know
I tried to do my best
Tried to fight off my demons
But joined them with the rest
This my letter to God
Cuz I ain't feelin blessed

And I ain't have to sell my soul
For me to lose it
Lost it in my pain
Now I put in my music
And they liking how it sounds
But I'm feeling like im thru it
I can't keep up with my thoughts
Now any second I could lose it

God I'm losing faith
And I know I'm not the only one
Cuz I been fighting on my own
And I been on the run
I thought I conquered all my demons
But that's never done
I shoulda known the devil own me
But I'm not his son

Walk with God keep your head up
And you'll do just fine
I tried to do that
But got lost in all the ways of life
I know I'm worldly
But I'm tryna bring the dark to light
I just hope the dirt comes off me
When the time is right

Father God I know I sinned
Time and time again
And please forgive me
For the sins I may commit again
And keep the devil from me
Never let him be my friend
Cuz even he was once an angel
People just pretend

But now I'm knowing who to trust
And who to not believe
I was mixing in my friends
With all my enemies
Gettin closer to the devil
That's the death of me
So when you looking through my lens
You see the end of me

But I'm still tryna spread your word
And bring it all light
That's when I noticed
I was headed for a bigger fight
This ain't bout me
This is the battle for the way of life
And when it comes down to that war
I gotta get it right

So take my soul
Take it all
Make what you want with me
I'm just a vessel in ur plan
I give you all of me
So when I'm down
Take my hand, and please show me the way
But I can't act like I don't got demons
Who wanna play

Tell my loved ones to play this
While I'm laid to rest
And don't cry I know y'all know
I tried to do my best
Tried to fight off my demons
But joined them with the rest
This my letter to God
Cuz I ain't feelin blessed

And I ain't have to sell my soul
For me to lose it
Lost it in my pain
Now I put in my music
And they liking how it sounds
But I'm feeling like im thru it
I can't keep up with my thoughts
Now any second I could lose it

Now I'm losing sight
But I been holding on to what's left
Been callin God
I need an answer
I'm like what's next
I know you made me to be great
But am I at my best
These are questions I need answered
Get it off my chest

And I been tryna walk with God
But I been in the dark
The devil on me
He been tryna get me from the start
But I won't let him
Cuz I know I got a lot to give
Keep your head up and keep pushing
That's the price to live

Cuz once your problems weighing on you
They gone bring you down
I don't think I got it in me
But I'll make it count
Cuz if the devil tryna get me
I ain't going out

And if I do
I prolly fought until the death of me
These demons in me
I can't even take a breath for free
And I can't focus on myself
They plotting next to me
They try testing me
And always get the best of me
I'm screaming out to God
I pray and hope
He gone start blessing me

I pray you take the pain away
Cuz I been needing peace
Keep my brother safe
Cuz he been thugging in the streets
And for a sucka get to me
I hope my plans complete
That means I always kept it real
Even through my defeat



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Writer(s): Noah Chand
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