black cat - Remix

Found myself out of luck again
Losing all my friends
I just want this to go away
I know I can't just play pretend
I'm at my wit's end
And I wanna know what you would say if I
Up and left this all behind
I know you've never seen me cry
I think about it every night
I lied when I said I'm alright
I wanna know if I'll be here
In five to ten to twenty years
It's scary to think I could die
But somehow makes it all alright

I'm sorry
I think about these things a lot and it's exhausting
Because you're everything I want, but what if you leave?
Because you're everything I want, but what if you leave?
Where would that put me?
I'm trying hard not
To let it get in the way of the things that I've got
Because I'm everything I set out not to become
And I just wanna run
And if I fall back down again, I'll never see the sun

Never see the sun again
Tears are blowing in the wind
Think that this might be the end, the end, the end
Stepped outside my circle once
Now I'm feeling like I'm lost
Devil telling me he wants to be my friend
Wear depression like a hazmat
I can't really mask that
Feeling like a black cat
I don't want that
I can't be the one you need
I know I'm your everything
Please keep holding on for me
I'm sorry

I'm sorry
I think about these things a lot and it's exhausting
Because you're everything I want, but what if you leave?
Because you're everything I want, but what if you leave?
Where would that put me?
I'm trying hard not
To let it get in the way of the things that I've got
Because I'm everything I set out not to become
And I just wanna run
And if I fall back down again, I'll never see the sun

My friends say I'm actin' different
I don't know how to fix it
I just pour a four up in my cup just to heal it
'Cause I can't deal no more
I can't feel no more
'Cause there's tears always running down my eyes
Everywhere, pain follows my life
And everything that I do don't feel right
It don't feel right
It don't feel right

Sorry
I think about these things a lot and it's exhausting
Because you're everything I want, but what if you leave?
Because you're everything I want, but what if you leave?
Where would that put me?
I'm trying hard not
To let it get in the way of the things that I've got
Because I'm everything I set out not to become
And I just wanna run
And if I fall back down again, I'll never see the sun