i'll be there soon

Fading out of focus another night
Keep on, stay in motion, try to hide
I'm stuck feeling hopeless, not alright
Lock up these emotions, far from light

Let's take it back to the summer we met
I had to pass you up 'cause my heart wasn't in check
And I'd be lying if I said there wasn't any regret
Can't help but think it wouldn't be like this if I was just dead, I

Feel so far from you, I know you feel it too
But just give me another month or so, I'll be there soon
It's hard to wait for me, I'll understand if you leave
I don't want you to believe I never wanted you
Losing my balance
Look into your eyes and see the malice
I can't see myself on the sidelines
Yeah, I just wish I could tell you when was the right time

I can't do love, I don't wanna think about it
It's the worst drug, gets where I can't live without it
I just wanna graduate
Can't wait for the day I can get out of here
And never have to see your stupid face again
'Cause all I really wanna do is exist
And put on for the ones who feel just like this
And in the movie of my life, you're a deleted scene
I don't feel the way I did before
But I'm still feeling like I did the wrong thing

Feel so far from you, I know you feel it too
But just give me another month or so, I'll be there soon
It's hard to wait for me, I'll understand if you leave
I don't want you to believe I never wanted you
Losing my balance
Look into your eyes and see the malice
I can't see myself on the sidelines
Yeah, I just wish I could tell you when was the right time