lost 4 life

I spend all my life
Worrying about things that aren't even worth my time
And I don't know what else to do
I bring no life to the room
Almost like I'm a ghost
And no one even knows I'm here
I can't even hide
The truth that lives deep inside
I wouldn't be surprised
If one day you just up and leave
I wouldn't blame you for a thing
It's almost like I'm a ghost
And no one has the time for me now

But I can't change, no matter how hard I try
Is it another phase, or will I be lost for life?
I don't know why I'm losing all control
Lately I haven't felt whole, like I haven't been at home
And I can't change no matter how much I want
Say that it's all good, but it's really just a front
I don't feel the pain anymore, I just feel numb
Recently my mind has won
And I don't wanna be alone anymore

I don't wanna be alone
I just wanna go back home
I just wanna lay in my bed
Forget all of the things you said
And it's hard for me to tread lightly
I just run blindly into the dark
Abandoning my only guard
Don't wanna be here forever, I'm feeling like I could
I wanna go somewhere better, but don't know where I would
And it's 5 AM on a Friday night
I'm awake, wondering if I'll be alright

But I can't change, no matter how hard I try
Is it another phase, or will I be lost for life?
I don't know why I'm losing all control
Lately I haven't felt whole, like I haven't been at home
And I can't change no matter how much I want
Say that it's all good, but it's really just a front
I don't feel the pain anymore, I just feel numb
Recently my mind has won
And I don't wanna be alone anymore



Credits
Writer(s): Craig Noblin
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