Identity

I've been wondering for quite some time
Who I really am inside
My mind
My crime
I find
I've been searching for an answer while blind
And standing on the edge of fear
Why am I here?
Could it be that I'm too scared
To go back to the ones who care
And tell 'em 'bout these lies and thoughts running 'round my mind?
Ask if I'm alright
I will tell a lie
I will say, "I'm fine"
Cuz we don't have the time

And I feel like the world is being pulled out from under me
All the while I'm trying to be the best that I can be
I have lost my way
I am not the same
I am finding out who I am
I am

Maybe I just won't know
Looking at life through a small window
And everyone is telling me to just let go
Of the past killing me slow
But where do we go
When the only way to go back inside of my mind? It's cold
How you think that I can't see
You're judging me on what you see
Never knowing that the side I'm choosing will only be
What I choose to show
There's crimson in the snow
Don't ever dig below
You don't wanna know

And I feel like the world is being pulled out from under me
All the while I'm trying to be the best that I can be
I have lost my way
I am not the same
I am finding out who I am
I am

Don't you ever try to define who you think I am
That's for me to figure out as I walk this land
I'm laying down
All of these ideas bound
By this culture that's so willing to kill itself

Discovering yourself is probably the hardest thing you could ever do
Somedays I wonder if people see the stones I carry through
The thick and thin, just struggling
With the thought of never knowing Him
And I find that introspection means nothing without a loving friend
Yeah

And I'm searching for identity
In things that can only bring
A quicker death to me
Or maybe it could be
That I came to terms
With my history of hurts
And found that without these scars
We wouldn't know who we are
Cuz now I see
That it all came down to me
To ask for help when underneath
The weight of my unbelief
Even if I'm broken
I'm not alone I know it
There are those I've chosen
To help with all my burdens

And I feel like the world is finally back under me
All the while I'm being the best that I can be
I have found my way
I am not the same
I have found out who I am
I am



Credits
Writer(s): Fabian Lumpkin
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