David's Rooftop

"When I was a child, I spoke like a child
I thought like a child, I reasoned like a child
When I became a man, I gave up childish ways
For now we see in a mirror dimly, but then face to face
Now I know in part
Then I shall know fully, even as I have been fully known
So now faith, hope, and love abide, these three
But the greatest of these is love"
1 Corinthians 13:11-13 ESV

I know this ain't good for you or good for me
I see you walking outside my heart skips a beat
Can't you see I fulfill these feelings inside a screen
It's hard to hide I want you more than anything
Though my eyes wander in the summer breeze
They always return back to what they need
Love what is love can I get a piece
If not can I at least get a peek
I tend to flee from my troubled screams
Calling out for help I can't help but let them be
Admire beauty and I can't help but sow my seed
In the earth I engrained into worldly things
I've been hurt by love just like my whole family tree
So no one knew how to love or give therapy
I barely see myself when I'm looking in the mirror
I see my whole family in full clarity

I just wonder if maybe this came from someone else
Her being like the way she is
And I just wonder if maybe-
Well Ben's momma was that way
From all that Bobbie has told me
And what little bits and snatches I get from Ben