Ride

We gonna ride till the wheels fall off
Really I'm just trying to vibe with ya
Late nights trying to cry with ya
The way we've been talking wanna die with ya
Time is up the clock hits 12 our hands lining up
Young love I don't remember signing up for
We gonna ride till the wheels fall off
Really I'm just trying to vibe with ya
Late nights trying to cry with ya
The way we've been talking wanna die with ya
Time is up the clock hits 13
Maybe this is all just a dream
Maybe this is all just a dream

Maybe this is all just a dream
Try to see myself in the midst of the madness
And my casket looks so obscene
See my reflection in the snow
The cutscene never seems to fit the mold
I look back just to make sure we're alone and
Satin lurking I can feel his presence in my room
I wanna bring you there but I'm scared he'll hurt you
And I can't handle another year
Of losing someone
And proving to someone else that I really care
About ya
I can't avoid the fact I feel a void without ya
So I think I'll hide it so you don't gotta to fight it
And carry my burden when I'm around ya

We gonna ride till the wheels fall off
Really I'm just trying to vibe with ya
Late nights trying to cry with ya
The way we've been talking wanna die with ya
Time is up the clock hits 12 our hands lining up
Young love I don't remember signing up for
We gonna ride till the wheels fall off
Really I'm just trying to vibe with ya
Late nights trying to cry with ya
The way we've been talking wanna die with ya
Time is up the clock hits 13
Maybe this is all just a dream
Maybe this is all just a dream

I'm the hurt one and I don't wanna hurt you
I seen this so many times it's like Groundhog Day and
I don't wanna curse you
With the same problem and the same cycle
And the same people that are Yelling and screaming about the same typhoon of tears
While I'm watching cartoons to drown out the faulty truths Entering my ears
And it's Hereditary
I see myself doing the same thing
And it hurts cuz when
I was little boy I told myself
I'd end up being more than a plain Jane
But the heirloom of pain blocked the road and it's so
Hard to cope with the fact I can't change lanes
But I can change myself and
I can change who's in my passenger seat
So I can maintain
And I love ya don't even really know what that means
But when we're laughing
I can feel my demons crashing
In a grave where all my change ain't that bling
But my sanity is that thing
That is worth more than a million dollars
And a dazzling diamond
I gotta be the one break the cycle Just gotta wait for God's timing

I made a conscious choice
That I wasn't gonna go there
Now does that mean I'm perfect
Does that mean that I don't
Struggle with desire and other things
Like that absolutely not
But when I see myself you know
In a position of temptation
Or going to slip
I know I've got to fight that
And that's a decision that I make to fight that
Because I know I don't want to go down that same path
Because I seen where it leads