Perfect Storm

It's like I'm cooking up the perfect storm
My emotions
My feelings
They've all been here before
It's like I'm running out of time
Cause I need to get this shit out of my mind
These songs are crafted to perfection
The lyrics flow through my veins like an infection
I'm still writing
Still fighting
Still thinking
Still blinking
Hoping that you get the message, listen

Look at myself and wonder what I've become
I need to look you in the eyes and ask you
"What have you done?"
Still tryna read between the lines
Still tryna look for a sign
I still believe deep down inside
I might be changing your mind
It's like
My inhibitions ain't the limit
I see what's been happening
Haven't seen it in a minute
I need to quit panicking
Need to recollect my cool
The text that you sent to me had me looking like a fool

{Cooking up the perfect storm}

I'm taking myself to a better place mentally
Been taking these L's
And they've been hitting me heavily
Take out my frustration on people that honestly don't deserve it
Your name rings a bell
It's hypocritical
I'm being cynical
I'm being too cold
Cause honestly it wasn't your fault
Truth be told
I shouldn't blame you for the way I feel
A certain something deep inside me made it all feel surreal
I'm starting to heal
It was just an illusion that played my mind
Feels like I'm getting sober
I'm off the grind
Some parts inside of me are starting to resist
My heart's desire is making them persist
But I won't let them control me
Won't let them take charge
Won't give them the ability to break my heart
Like the chance I gave you
I'm shifting my perspective on your persona
Trust me, I'm through

{Cooking up the perfect storm, yeah}
{My emotions, they've all been here before}
{Cooking up the perfect storm}