Wishbone

Ponder on the times I was seemingly lost
And was smoking on the gas like a broken exhaust
An encounter of the wishbone, breaking it off
Always up short ended, I remember the cost
I was stressing like my mama do
Raging like my father
Calling on the dogs like Marmaduke
When the picture isn't perfect on the surface
Man that's just what karma do
I was under the assumption life was on the up and up
But suddenly it's not improved
I could drive farther but the road's a little twisted
The cold sets in, get more lifted
Holes in the plot, you know
It feels like everything's impossible, my soul shifted
Holes in my jeans, growing out of those seams
Looking in the mirror, I don't know what whole means
No one understands it, not even the homies
That's why I am always stressing in stanza, the hull breached
It was all flooded in an eye blink
Back in college, that's why you and I drink
We were all going through the same shit
It was all tumbling, my god I'm anxious
I can see the light closer, praying that one day I'll get to say god we made it

Through the trials we wait
Tryna up the pace
But I pump the brakes
It's uncomfortable
With the stuff I chase
Had a blunt in hand
In the car we box
It's enough for now
For what I must erase
Not illustrious
But we laugh and cry
This is not a race
If we're supposed to be somewhere, this is not the place
But I'm here for now
So I up intake
And I fucking hate
All the shit we talk down, but I love the space
Just to fucking think
Just to fucking think