Time and Season

I had a chat with depression last night
Leave me alone g, you lost!
I'm counting the cost
Now I think out of the box
I can't let another man know that I cried in the middle of the night
Darkness over the mind
Shut your mouth cause that's pride
Let me thank God I'm alive, I'm alive
And I'm reaching the heights
He in me inside, greater than any lie
That may lie in the mind
Meanwhile, _man's only here for the vibes
Multiply because he gave me new times
Back in a flash, they be looking for the signs
It's all pretend but they know this
Rain clouds over their heads on the gram
And I know not a soul will notice
Covered up, shut
A lit of the fuse be explosive
Man dem suffer in silence
Rampant and potent

I don't wanna look in to my eyes
When I'm looking to divide the pride that I see
Blacked out looking like this, now I gotta fight this
And I gotta fight me
I see the time and season
I see the time and season
I see the time and season
I see the time and...

To the man dem who suffer in silence
No - You aint gotta be that g
Cry like a man is a real thing
Asking for help doesn't make one weak
You don't wanna unpack the dark that be living inside
You carry at night, they never wanna speak
To the broski's, cold feet
See the killy, won't be free - to be then set free
Guess what – black men can do therapy
Top bins when I can't pay the penalty
Scared of the darkness I see in the day
Tired of feeling a way,
Deep in a daze still keeping the faith
Step by step in a feasible way
With a reason to hope and a reason to pray
Easing the pain
Seen too many man self-medicate
Adulting stress is a lot for the heart,
Too much for the soul, and peak for the brain
I don't wanna be in that cycle
Circle around what I can't contain - no
I don't wanna be in that cycle
Vanilla sky mind that's pretty plane
So, I gotta say...

I don't wanna look in to my eyes
When I'm looking to divide the pride that I see
Blacked out looking like this, now I gotta fight this
And I gotta fight me
I see the time and season
I see the time and season
I see the time and season
I see the time and...