Lost Cause

Don't you wanna bad motherfucker?
Don't you wanna see the fruits of your labor grow?
Yeah I want more, pour me another
To the core I'm jaded soul
Nothing but a jaded soul

Ammunition collected from past predicaments
I feel it in my ligaments and bones
Varied tones corrected to settle differences
When anger and pain
Escape my face and erase
Everything that I've gained
It's the average day of a delicate mind
Eloquent use of my time
Better produce an ascent that's
Worth such a brutal decline
Truth isn't beautiful
I'm choosing to do the extent
In which its a fruitful design
Where me and my pockets align

I jump genre with ease
No promise holds the weight of what your honesty breathes
Through taking action with a passion for the calm that she sees
I studied life
Y'all can keep the degrees
Cause what is right
When the need to appease
Is much greater than good?
I'm done walking around acting like I'm misunderstood
Bottom barrels never get it
They're solemn, feral and desperate
My comfort is near the exit
I do what they never could

Sitting on the roof to escape panic
That's a daily dose of how I'm living
Hope that I'm forgiven
No I'm not as driven as I was yesterday
But it's best to say good riddance

I'm Jim Thome at the plate
Based solely off the fact that I can hit for the fences
People bitch about a loss
But I exist in the trenches
So what's the cost
To be rid of expenses?
That's a life long journey
Y'all don't concern me
I just wanna make love
I just wanna be worthy
Maybe all the above
Isn't possible but patient through the obstacle
Is how I rise the ranks 'til I'm fucking unstoppable

Ego driven
Seek what I dream
To release all the evils I've seen
I need god to intervene
What's a little self esteem
Ah man, who am I kidding?
It's a lost cause