she

I'm so disappointed in myself
She'd be so disappointed
I shouldn't have been like that
And I should've just went
Maybe I would have been different
Now I'm sitting here crying in my bed
Worrying about what's gonna happen next
Photo albums
She'd be happy
For her
She'd be disappointed in me
I wish I never changed
Wish I never had those thoughts all day
I wanna text a friend
But I'm worried they'll say no
Everyday is a fight
And I cry myself to sleep every night cause of that
I miss her that was there a month ago
That Wednesday
She work up with a smile
And a sweet voice
This morning she said words that cut deeper than a knife
And I hate all of my silly songs
I wanna stay at my school I really do
I'm just trying to go
It's hard oh it's hard for me
She'd be disappointed
Im happy for her
I'm so proud of her
I'm disappointed in me
I'm not proud of me
And I really wish I was



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