part in the play

I didn't get the part in the play
I didn't get what I wanted
I was motivated until today
I was so excited
I knew I blew in the auditions
But I thought they liked me
I got the email today
I got a poor part
Some other leading girl got the part
I'm crying at the kitchen table
Disappointed in myself
I'm late for class
I'm just buried in my hell
This part in the play
Wasn't just a part in a play
Now I'm a play part mess
I'm now unmotivated
I don't even wanna go
My mom is so proud of me
I'm not I know
I'm now mad at the girl who's happy she got it
I wanna kill her
I'm mad at the directors
Who said I had lead potential
Then why is that not me?
I'm crying at the kitchen table
Disappointed in myself
I'm late for class
I'm just buried in my hell
This part in the play wasn't just a part in a play
It was my life
Now I'm a play part mess
Life just keeps getting worse
Anxiety and more
I'm so close to giving up
I wanted to sing I didn't wanna cry
I got the part i wished to God
I wouldn't get
He hates me I swear
Negativity is everywhere
It's slowly taking over me
I'm crying at the kitchen table
Disappointed in myself
I'm late for class
I'm just buried in my hell
This part in the play wasn't just a part in a play
It was my life
Now I'm a play part mess



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