Nightmares at 3AM

First of all, we gone start it off in the fucking strip
With Jay, Xav, Bren and Ben, Hen is what we fucking sip
We high and drunk
Bitch just fuck it all
Let's all get fucking lit
We fucking lit
Girls dancing around us doing fucking splits
I don't forgot, how I had this chick
Ewww, it makes me sick
I got this thang
I got this thang
Yeah I got this thang
I got this thang
I got this thang
I'll introduce you to my

Pain
Wish all of the pain
Inside my brain, would go away
Go away
Pain
Wish all of the pain
Inside my brain, would go away
Go away

It was my ex
Not gonna lie, that girl was the best
It's was the lust, it was the sex
It was the love, the love in that neck
I don't care, I don't care
No, yes I fucking did
Cause she ain't here no, she ain't here no
It got feeling depressed
Got me feeling like Drake
Because now I'm upset
And It's been half a year
And I think I'm obsessed
I'm all only all alone, 808's on cassette
And you know my heart broken, no need to confess
But I fucked up a lot, my whole life is a mess
Started smoking some pot just deal with my stress
Tried to hit up my mom and received not one text
Started talking to God cause I got no one left
She was there
On the phone
When I tried
To take my life
But now she gone

Nah, Nah, Nah, Nah
Nah, Nah, Nah, Nah
Nah, nah
Nah, Nah, Nah, Nah
Nah, Nah, Nah, Nah
Nah, Nah, Nah

In a world, with tons of girls
But none of them, are dating me
I'm all alone
I'm all alone
I'm just a boy
That wants a girl, to marry me
But as you can see
I'm all alone
I'm all alone

I just need to leave and run away
But I feel like all my demons
Will come and play
I know that some may call me weak
But give or take
It's been to hard for me
I need to take a break
I just seen some many things
That weren't okay
Wide open wound
With like several cut veins
Now that she gone
I gotta deal with the pain
Look in the mirror
Got no one to blame
Only die once, that's apart of the game
I guess she died in vain
God take my soul, may me fly away
The devil is in me and he's tryna say

Lord when I mention your name, he tries to say
No
Feeling like I'm gonna die today
No
Please take my soul, make me fly away
No
But the good that is in me is tryna say

I'll write all my wrongs
Within to this song
I used her lust
Just wanted to fuck
But now that she's gone
I feel like I'm fucked
She wanted one thing
And the one thing was love
One four letter, but it means so much
She gave me her all
And it wasn't enough
We both had depression, but her's was severe
And she tried to tell me, I just didn't care
I'm fighting so hard, not to shed any tears
The devil is in me, I'm living through fear
If I disappear, please do not be scared
Called karma a bitch
It'll come around as a sphere