won't admit

How you doin girl?
I've been missing you
I know you've been thinkin about it, I've been thinking too
It's been really rough
And I've been trying hard
But ever since you left I've been forever scarred
I've been with other girls
I know that's just the game
But honestly can you say that it's been the same?
Cause I just can't
That would be a lie
I used to hope that we could give this thing another try

Everything that I've been doing doesn't feel right
Thought I was doing something wrong, yeah think I still might
I don't know what to do
I don't want no one new
Cause everytime I meet somebody, I end up getting used
Yeah I've been used before
I know that you didn't know
All this time always been just a use and throw
Even tho I get rejected like I don't get enough
Yet I'm hopeful for the thought of ever finding true love

But I miss you
I won't admit that
That's the only thing I wanna try and get past
Fuck these other hoes, all I really needed was you
I wish you gave me another chance just to see us through

Yeah I've missed you
I won't admit that
That's the only thing that I was tryna get past
Fuck these other hoes, all I really needed was you
I wish you gave me another chance just to see us through

Ever since the crash, i ain't been the same
Fuck the wins man im just tryna play the game
Stay alive while I'm running through with all this pain
But like the saying goes, without it wouldn't be no gains

All this baggage on me, but no place to check it in
Have it on me like I "carry-on" the pain within
I wanna leave it all but tell me where do I begin?
Guess I'll start with a lil puff and some gin

I don't wanna think about the past anymore
And I don't even know the thing that I'm looking for
I used to wanna give us one more shot way before
Now you don't wanna be mine and I don't wanna be yours

But I miss you
I won't admit that
That's the only thing I wanna try and get past
Fuck these other hoes, all I really needed was you
I wish you gave me another chance just to see us through

Yeah I've missed you
I won't admit that
That's the only thing that I was tryna get past
Fuck these other hoes and now I'll say fuck you too
I wish I never gave this chance just to be with you



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Writer(s): Adarsh B Shankar, Adarsh Shankar
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