certified junkie

thought time would help me to heal
now i dont know how I feel
thought i was doing just fine
im slowly losing my mind

i dont even know where im supposed to start
ive been tryna quit my ways but its hard to stop
ive been tryna quit the haze but its hard to not
ive been tryna chase that high its my only thought

ever since the crash, opiods is on my mind
fentanyl and xannies, think about it all the time
aint no rush that i can think of that is so divine
it's that rush ive been chasing it's what im tryna find

certified junkie
poppin ultracets, with them xans, and the fenty
now im smokin haze with the liquor and im litty
i cant seem to stop its a real bad addiction
but im tryna change
yeah i told you that i'm Different, I aint been the same
yeah i told you I dont make this music for the fame
its the only therapy I have to keep me sane
its the only therapy i have to numb the pain

now I'm back in the game
i done got my shit together, and im goin insane
Gettin faded, acein classes while im smokin this haze
now I'm flyin back to cali and Im surfin the waves
woah
people always doubted me well let them haters hate
was in the ICU my skull fixed with a platinum plate
thanks to all the drugs for helping me to stay alive
thanks to all the drugs -for addiction and a life

My life is a game, and I aint tryna fail
But you cant spell legendary without a single L
- ive been workin way too hard to get outta this fuckin spell
is it a curse or a blessin, i can never fuckin tell
no
it's a choore just to even stay alive
no ambition now i dont have any drive
travellin the world so all I do is fly - rw
runnin up the miles so i get to the club high

i dont wanna think about it, that's just how i feel
im not tryna be a fake so Imma keep it real
- smokin haze is the only way I know to cope
only thing i knew when i've lost the hope

but ive changed my ways now im writing all these songs
puttin all my pain in the words to pass along
every now and then imma have a couple drags
i know it's sad cause in the end I was a

certified junkie
poppin ultracets, with the xans, and the fenty
now im smokin haze with the liquor and im litty
i cant seem to stop its a real bad addiction
but im tryna change
yeah i told you that i'm Different, I aint been the same
yeah i told you I dont make this music for the fame
its the only therapy I have to keep me sane
its the only therapy i have to numb the pain

certified junkie
Poppin ultracets, with the xans, and the fenty
now im in the bay w purple haze and it's litty
I know when to stop was a real bad addiction
but I've finally changed
yeah i told you that i'm Different, I am not the same
yeah i told you I dont make this music for the fame
its the only therapy I have to keep me sane
its the only therapy i have to numb the pain

tryna stay away from fenty and the xans
yeah i told you that im a different man
yeah i told you that i got a different plan
it was hard to go and change who i am

Future w!zrd on the run no Purple Reign
Ativan and fenty runnin thru my veins
still takin drugs, so uh you can keep the pain
keep makin money, and I'm keepin all the change

Certified junkie