lost

Somewhere between the chronic and narcotics
Somewhere between I got it and I doubt it
Im still alive and i dont know what i need right now
Cause honestly, i hoped id rest in peace by now

I've been getting high to balance out the lows
Feelin lost and grim; a mix of things i'd never show
Now I'm just wasting time, dark thoughts still in my mind
Too much work and pain for me to keep myself alive
Cause I hate this, and I hate life
Shouldve pulled the plug cause it ain't right
I was so close so I just might
In the hospital
It's a tough fight
I got painkillers shootin in my veins
I hate to see it all hurt so bad
But without the drugs i would never change
So hopefully won't be so sad

I don't know where I wanna go
Kinda lost on the low
The pain i dont wanna show
But now you're gonna know
Im back now moving kinda slow
And im just tryna show
Im the furthest thing from perfect like all of you i know
I'm back now working on the low
And drinkin on the low
And smokin on the low
And fuckin on the low
Now im back singin on the low
Rapping on the low
The furthest thing from perfect like all of you I know

Took the pain out
Finally things have changed now
They telling me it's fate, how?
Im the one who's back to working even when I break down
Too much on my plate now
And everyone is fake. Wow
Friends that I could count on, they won't even show their face now
Fuck em, that's my main vow
Now im on a Greyhound
Don't know where I'm going cause I'm followin a stray route
Next i took the plane, Southwest
Im in LA wow
Now it feels like Nothing Was The Same

I'm back now working on the low
And drinkin on the low
And smokin on the low
And fuckin on the low
Now im back singin on the low
Rapping on the low
The furthest thing from perfect like all of you I know
I don't know where I wanna go
Kinda lost on the low
The pain i dont wanna show
But now you're gonna know
Im back now moving kinda slow
And im just tryna show
Im the furthest thing from perfect like all of you i know



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Writer(s): Adarsh B Shankar, Adarsh Shankar
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