Truth Is This

It's time we had a talk about life
Every-time i speak up it's not right

And you been gone for a year and a half
A little more

Can't forgive myself for it
That's for sure

I been going crazy, I been hearing things

Talk to myself, I call em spirit things

I can't help myself, I'm running circles

I'm dying fast, see the color purple

See I spent the last week with your sister at your grave
And I spent the last months seeing you here scream my name
And that's not even sexual, it's just the truth
I can't find myself, I'm not me without you

See cause when you were dying I saw regret in your eyes
And when I started crying, you said to stay alive
But how can I be me, how can I go live my life
When you're not here with me, miss the days when you were mine

When we used to hit licks when we were bored
When we used to flip kicks and hit the doors
So you better be waiting at them gates for me
If they're fiery or pearly I can't wait to see

Cause listen here J, yea, I'm coming soon
And we both know that is more than true
But I gotta wait out get some shit in line
Girl you know it better I am running out of time

It's time we had a talk about life
Every-time I speak up it's not right

And you been gone for a year and a half
A little more

Cant forgive myself for it
Thats for sure

I been going crazy, i been hearing things

Talk to myself, i call em spirit things

I cant help myself, im running circles

Im dying fast, see the color purple

See i spent the last week with your sister at your gave
And i spent the last months seeing you here scream my name
And thats not even sexual, it's just the truth
I cant find myself, i'm not me without you

See cause when you were dying i saw regret in your eyes
And when i started you crying, you said to stay alive
But how can i be me, how can i go live my life
When you're not here with me, miss the days when you were mine