SOLIVAGANT

I just wish things turned out differently
I think about what was lost
Every chance that I get
So I don't have the option to lose
When will I learn just to shut my mouth and open my eyes
I desperately want to break free from this cycle
I walk this path all alone
Never extending my hand out for some help to break free
From the hole that I dug for myself
This is the life I've chosen to live
When will I learn just to shut my mouth and open my eyes
Too many times I have let my emotions get the best of me
But not anymore

And still I hear their voices calling out my name

All this change leaving me behind everyone that has figured it out
With no end in sight

Innocence left me blinded by the truth
That this path is best traveled alone
Now that the way has shown itself

I wipe the slate clean and start back from scratch by my lonely
Cover the evidence to hide out in plain sight
They will never know who I was
I can't go back to the beginning
I can only run to the end

This life has no guarantees
And no promises for the weak
Building from the ground up, only to let
Someone come along and try to knock it all down

What a waste of good faith

I will never wear my heart on my sleeve again
They don't need any more ammo
To try and stop me dead in my tracks
I have to learn to live again

I must find my way out
Even if it all leaves me to feel hopeless
There has to be a silver lining
Inside this Hell I'm in

I may not ever be seen but I'll make sure that I will be heard

I will be heard
I will be heard