...until next time...

What's the point

Somethings are never meant to change
And every action comes with a cost
No matter the intended motives
And whatever wasn't said
Yet every time I try to change my way
And find the strength to still go on
I cannot help but notice
That I'm being stalked by the dead
Watching everything I have to say
And altering my path to try and keep me lost
Tricking me to think this is what I've chosen
And keeping me from being fed
To the world that I'm forced to obey
Keeping me in place when I need to cross
On, even though it all feels hopeless
I still continue to tread

Every move I make, I'm reminded of your ever-present absence
Taunting me like somehow after all this time I've forgotten
Of all the dreams you had in store
And the plans that you never had to chance to take
Like a disease that has no end, leaving me with the fact that

Time will be coming for us all
Without the option to go back
And try to prevent the fall
From grace again
Time will be coming for us all
Without the option to go back
And try to prevent the fall
From grace yet again

Trapped inside the wake of a nightmare
Reaching out to find what to hold onto
As I brace for the impact of the
Chance that I've been going nowhere
It's too steep for travel
As I put one foot in front of the other
Praying that I remain vertical
All while retaining the fact that

Time will be coming for us all
Without the option to go back
And try to prevent the fall
From grace again
Time will be coming for us all
Without the option to go back
And try to prevent the fall
From everything I've grown to love

It's so unfair how all of this has come to be
And still I just wish things turned out differently

I struggle to find the reason of your presence
And the constant need to taunt me
With the fact of all this absence
As I'm trying to live free
Counting down my last hours
As I try to hold on
To what life I have left to live

It was never meant to be this way
I was left to myself to carry on
You were meant to see another day
But the truth remains that now you're gone

All the wasted times
I let the world get to my head
They kept me from noticing the blessing you turned out to be
Ironically, I guess I needed hindsight to see
What I would give to bring you back to me

And still you speak from beyond the grave
Letting me know that you are okay
Without you, I have lost my way
I don't want to see another day

As it all comes down
I can't help but feel
I let my life pass on by me

What a waste of time
Fall back in line



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Writer(s): Stephen Guzman
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