soon i'll be dead

I'm a psychopath hominid
With my gat you know I'mma shoot your ass
I'mma fucking stab I'mma fucking slash
I'mma fucking blast leave you with a fucking gash
I've gone fucking mad everyday I'm sad
To me this ain't no fad I'm really fucked up in the head
I be high on grass I be high on meds
I be high on wet you know I will soon be dead
I don't give a fuck I am too fucked up
Always double cup when I'm drinking cough syrup
Think I will throw up I am out of luck
I know I'm a dunce out of life I don't want nothing
Finna hit the blunt stare into the Sun
Till I'm good and numb and I cannot see no one
I think I am done I've always been shunned
Finna take my gun rest it in my mouth I'm gone

I've gone insane I've lost my brain
It is a shame I only know pain
So I get high everyday
To calm my mind but it is all lies
I'm just a fool I always lose
Nothing can soothe me I am screwed
Obsessed with death fucked in the head
High on these meds soon I'll be dead

I'm like fucking Jason no bitch I'm not playing
You hear what I'm saying I'll come at you if you faking
All day I be drinking sitting around thinking
How I could be laying shit down but instead I'm sinking
Down and be fucking gaining more and more fucking hatred
Soon my mind will be vacant more often than not it's flaking
As I get high in my basement homicidal thoughts are speaking
To be got me fucking shaking I just want to stay here laying
Around but it ain't easy it's so hard with these demons
My thoughts would make you queasy I need drugs to get me sleepy
Lately my fucking feelings they seem to have been leaking
Out they have got me shrieking all they fucking do is eat me
Up why can't they leave me nothing I do help with easing
They are forever unceasing lately I have not been sleeping
I do not want to be healing I just want to be leaving
Shit in the past and keeping on taking these pills I'm eating

I've gone insane I've lost my brain
It is a shame I only know pain
So I get high everyday
To calm my mind but it is all lies
I'm just a fool I always lose
Nothing can soothe me I am screwed
Obsessed with death fucked in the head
High on these meds soon I'll be dead



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Writer(s): Connor Rivard
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