This Great Beauty

This girl she was lonely
And by coincidence so was I
And to this damn day I still do not know why
She gave me conversation
While I gave her admiration
I know I'm bad at showing emotions
But I swear you give me joy

I was afraid though you made me feel safe
There was a long time of my life
Where I thought I was a disgrace
These emotions that I'm feeling
They feel so great
It is just so appealing and I don't know what to ever say

I'm self conscience and insecure
But when you're with me I feel cured
There's no phrases that could explain
How much you make me feel secure
There was a void inside my chest
But now you're here and it's bright
I was lost in a state of gloom
And now I've found the light

You are the hole in my roof of clouds
That lets the sun shine through
I could be around millions of people
But still only notice you
So I write these sad songs
About how much I care
You have this great beauty
That puts me in awe as I stare

You were once a lonely girl
And I was once a lonely boy
I know I'm bad at showing emotions
But I swear you give me joy
Sometimes I cry myself to sleep
And hope that you will be in my dreams
But I end having a nightmare
In which you just leave

There was nobody else
That was ever on my mind
But you and the never-ending fear
That you would decline
When I asked you the question
That would soon change my life
And now I'm with the girl
I wanna grow with until I die

You are the hole in my roof of clouds
That lets the sun shine through
I could be around millions of people
But still only notice you
So I write these sad songs
About how much I care
You have this great beauty
That puts me in awe as I stare