Waves

It's been a while
Still can't speak when you look at me
But honestly thank god time brought some relief
It's clear to me that you never saw me as your moonlight

I've tried so hard every night
To not feel your hands when I close my eyes
300 days without you and I'm still yours

I hope that the waves on my shore
Delivered a message to your door
From the night when I was alone in the place we danced before and I
I hope the sun sees you run towards
Everything we gave away and fought for
Back when your hand on my chest was my lullaby

I hope the waves there on your shore
Remind you of what we were before
And I wish on a shooting star that you're still mine
In some other lifetime

If I had known my waves crashed to make wars
I would chase the horizon forevermore
I know that life comes in waves but he pulled
Like a riptide

And would you love me if I still chased stars?
And if I lost every piece of my old heart
I'm still yours when I fall apart but I wish you knew
You don't know me anymore