Six

You live six hours away
And it was six months to the day
And when I was six years old I thought men were like Prince Charming
I believed them when they said they'd stay

And I guess you had me fooled
I followed all your rules
I would never step a toe out of line
Just like in grade school

And why did it have to be such a betrayal to me
I guess my body wasn't enough to keep you
Between the sheets
You had to find someone to keep your interest peaked
It was just lies 'til you'd leave
But it was real to me

I remember being sixteen
And how they looked right through me
And you were twice my age
And maturity was exciting

You drove me in your car
Stood over me in the dark
If you were still my age you'd say
You'd take me to the prom

And I was much too young to think about your goals
I was flattered by your drawings of me in sexy clothes
You had to find someone naïve to keep you at your peak
And you probably forgot by now
But it was real to me

And for you I'll say your name out loud
Did you tell all your friends about how you pushed yourself in me?
And you love to talk about how you work for Disney
But I remember the high school boy who held my wrists down easily

I see that it makes sense to believe that they don't have feelings I
Understand that lurch of fear when you cross to the other side of the street
And I wish someone would save me now
I wish for Prince Charming
But I can't find that six year old who
Still believed in those things