Over It

If I left I know you wouldn't miss me
If I stayed it wouldn't make a difference
'Cause I watched the light in your eyes fading
So close to you but you're so distant

And if I begged you to love me
You wouldn't hold me carefully
You would take me as you pleased
And you wouldn't know how to make it stop hurting

And how do I miss someone that doesn't exist
It's kinda pathetic isn't it
How do I love someone who doesn't give a shit
Nothing I do would change that
I wish I was over it

All this time I hoped I was wrong
I know I let it go on too long
But I saw old texts with you
Where you said I'd be the one to break you
Did you know we would end up like this
All downhill since the very first kiss
I know I was a game to you but tell me
Was your high worth all of my hurting?

And how do I miss someone that doesn't exist
It's kinda pathetic isn't it
How do I love someone who doesn't give a shit
Nothing I do would change that
I wish I was over it

How do I love someone when there's nothing to miss
How do I heal when I'm stuck in this
Nothing I do gets you out of my head I
Wish I didn't know you again
I wish I was over it