My Downfall - Intro

Hey, you've seemed a little off lately
Are you okay

Yeah, I'm fine
If fine means that I wanna die each fucking second of my life
Then I'm fine
If fine means that I hate myself, then I'm doing alright
You best believe this is no lie cause I'm fine
Yeah, I'm fine

I'm doing great so thanks
Hope you relate
Not to the pain
Or truth explained
I'm fine with dealing with true self hate
I'm fine with living
Behind this freaking mask
Eyes are hidden
You can't see through it to my face
Screw this pain
Too insane
Truth is crazy
The Nate seen ain't really me
Fake is he
Taking the
Place of me
When I'm upset
I've done messed up too many times
So I'm wondering about suicide
I've ruined my
Life but screw it, I will lie and say I'm doing fine (I'm fine)
I just hope that you don't see through the lies
Cause if you do then I am screwed this time (I'm screwed)
Soon as I screwdrive, I'll never loosen lies
No way you know the truth
We ain't face to face you
Can't see any emotion through a text message (Ayy)
It's for the best letting (Yea)
You think that I am great while I am wishing I was dead and
Heading for a gravestone with my name embedded
You can only go up from a downfall
How'd all this pain get brought down on me
(How much longer will I fall)
That's why I'm making the album see
Guys I'm fine

If fine means that I wanna die each fucking second of my life
Then I'm fine
If fine means that I hate myself, then I'm doing alright
You best believe this is no lie cause I'm fine
Yeah, I'm fine
If fine means that I wanna die each fucking second of my life
Then I'm fine
If fine means that I hate myself, then I'm doing alright
You best believe this is no lie cause I'm fine
Yeah, I'm fine

Feeling like I need to die
But I'll only let you hear the lies
Like I'm feeling fine
I really lie to those that hope to see me like my life (Ayy)
They don't know the feeling
That's the only reason
I won't be speaking
On the emotions, feeling
Hopeless, needing to keep it a secret
You won't see me showing weakness
I can't bench a lot, but I can lift my burdens
I pray the earth isn't hurting
In the way pictured in my verses
From my brain I heard that, I am worthless
Feeling shame cause I'm not perfect
Dig a grave in the dirt cause that's where I deserve to be
Man, it hurts to think that death is best
But when feeling depressed and stressed
You get pain worse than breast or neck
Cancer and wish for heaven next
Can't say that this depression left
But I do, so you think I'm well and better
Say I'm fine each time I write a message, texting letters
I feel broken like glass
I know it's a sad fact
But bro, I can't have happiness
So I have to rap
Blast all my struggles out my mind
Rapping's the only fucking time that I feel fine
So quit asking cause I'm fine

If fine means that I wanna die each fucking second of my life
Then I'm fine (I'm fine)
If fine means that I hate myself, then I'm doing alright
You best believe this is no lie cause I'm fine
Yeah, I'm fine
If fine means that I wanna die each fucking second of my life
Then I'm fine (Said I'm fine)
If fine means that I hate myself, then I'm doing alright
You best believe this is no lie cause I'm fine
Yeah, I'm fine

Last time I'm gonna say it, I'm fine
So quit wasting, my time (Yea)
See I won't reply truthfully
To you so leave me alone
See you, bro
No texting my phone
I wanna suffer on my own
There is no you and me, it's me, myself, and I
Why are you helping my
Life get better, tell me why
You will not let me die
This is something you should get behind
Cause I've fucked up too many times
I've upset and hurt my friends, turning them to enemies
Now, I'm who all my friends despise
Say I'm fine, I'm spreading lies
Hate to say it, but in case you made it this far
And couldn't tell this record is depressing guys
Had to warn you before two tracks played
In case you weren't expecting my
Album to be anything other than me telling my
Story about my downfall, you've seen the record title
Fuck glory and clout
I just wanna get out
Of this hole, I've been falling for many miles
But I'll be fine