Gone

I'm a product of, my environment
I turn violent, because of the violence
I try to stay level headed, it get difficult
I'm a product so it's time for y'all to start buyin' in
Came into the game
Listenin' to Ye, Em & Jay
MJ, Andre three k
Had depression, and some anger issues
But that seems like everybody story, so don't need any tissues, I just
Pick up my pen, and flow
Ain't the same I was before
I keep my shit bottled up
'Till the drums go hit my soul
Everybody wanna be like him
Shit, I wanted to be my own
I keep my notepad full
How I vent when I'm alone
I was a pacifist, now I be passing fists
Used to be a big dog, steppin' like I owned the shit
Still the big homie at heart, and everybody know that shit
It's up the game to notice me
The next goat to be, I'm gone

I'm gone, I'm gone, I'm gone
I'm gone, I'm gone, I'm gone
I'm gone, I'm gone, I'm gone
I'm gone, I'm gone

I been gone for a long time
Been about a year since I felt like myself
Been a whole year since I thought that I was dope
Been a whole year since I said I needed help
I was so worried 'bout the drug we call clout
I was so worried 'bout everybody else
Wanted to please, like, everybody else
But in the process, I was never pleased with myself, with myself
So I'm done with it, done with it
No more fun in it
That's the thing I'm scared about
Don't wanna lose my love in it
For a while, I wasn't being me
Now to that version of me, I got one thing to say, I'm gone

I'm gone, I'm gone, I'm gone
I'm gone, I'm gone, I'm gone
I'm gone, I'm gone, I'm gone
I'm gone, I'm gone