Inside Job (feat. Amani Reid)

I can't bare to live, I ain't the fucking Revenant
In fact I only breathe to try and stay relevant
It's evident, I'm dwelling in the sentiment
Of how I've personified for years how to set a new precedent
And I'm overcome by fear of overcoming fears
Head so full of thoughts it starts leaking out my ears
And my inner dialogue don't got an inside voice
Do the chemical reactions infer just the illusion of choice
And does God rejoice in the comfort of a lost soul
If so, I wish I was better at learning to let go
So let's go, meet me where the sidewalk ends
We can collect our favorite shells, that shelter what we hide within
When I can't admit when I'm down
So I guess I just lied again
And I guess I just lied again

So listen all y'all, this is self sabotage
As I wonder if my depression is an inside job
So listen all y'all, this is self sabotage
As I wonder if my depression is an inside job