Clear My Mind

Yeah, Yeah
Straight from the heart bro
Clear my mind
I'm tryna clear my mind
I'm tryna clear my mind
I'm tryna clear my mind (yeah yeah)

I tried to kill myself
That didn't work for me
I think I got saved by someone who loves me
And I know that's God, I know He loves me
He said He's got something great in store for me
Make e no be like I'm exaggerating
I get many things to talk about I hope you listening
Everyday I cry and pray to God, I pray He protects me
I know I'm not perfect and e get some things wey I don see

I've seen so many things, I've seen so much suffering
I been going up and down people asking
What's up with me?
I be looking left and right I don't know what to say to them
I know my life is fucked up but I gats pretend I live it well

I work hard just to make my mom proud
Get some money in the bag
So I'm up, sleepless nights
Do the wrong things to get right
And it's hard, but I try, I know one day I'm gonna fly

I feel pain, but who wan save me from this pain
Don't want no one to feel my pain
I don't want to live in vain
I'm a nigga tryna win
I'm a nigga so I sin
Lord forgive me for my sins and take away this pain I feel

Life broke my heart to pieces
I packed it up and fixed it
Then it broke my heart and spirit
I think it's tryna kill me
They put on black on black and on that day everyone loves me?
Man it's crazy

I pray for peace and progress
Fantasize a life with no stress
But what did I get?
I'm done with fake love and fake friends
Well they're never there when I'm down and when I need them
Glad for the ones I have left
Appreciate the people that held me when I was down bad

Dark days, dark clouds
Wrapped in cellophane
I'm hoping Jesus comes down and He saves me from this pain
Couple things on my mind
A lot I want to talk about
A lot of things I want to mention
God get me to my destination

Save me from my thoughts
Save me from my fears
Lord save me from me cah sometimes I try to kill me
Lord save me from the people that will come as friends and families
They walk up to my face with their masks on and they be smiling
Then when I turn my back
They pull their knives and they start stabbing
They showing love but I know deep down they want to end me

A lot of things has happened, I don't even understand it
A lot of things I've seen and I can't even explain it
I know I'm not God but I wish that I can change things
Why are we in this world when at the end of all the struggles we die

I'm tryna build a life for me and my families
Tryna stack up some money
I want to write a new story
I want to balance myself
I always think of the best
I've got plenty loads on my head
A lot of shit on my chest
And I know I won't drop 'em

I've got a big heart
But they're taking me for granted
I'm lost in my ways
I can't see through all these pains
Lord I tell you once again, I don't want to live in vain

Hold me, guide me, protect me, I'm sorry, I'm lonely
I'm sorry for some things I said
I know I might hurt someone dear
But who cares? No one cares
That's how I feel in my head

It's killing me, it's breaking me
It's cracking me wide open
I know if I don't say this then I'll take to my grave
I know if I don't say this then I'll take to my grave
I know if I don't say this then I'll take to my grave

Lord, Lord, Lord

Clear my mind
I'm tryna clear my mind
I'm tryna clear my mind
I'm just tryna clear my mind
It's gonna be alright
You know tonight
It's gonna be alright