I Do

I walked down the aisle my head held high
Smiling at our families trying not to cry
Oblivious to what would happen next
I didn't know what you were saying in your texts
You said you found someone new
I guess that means we're through
You loved her more
Now I'm slowly falling to the floor

I said I do but you weren't there
Alone in my white dress flooded by stares
Streaks of mascara running down
Staining like ink I used to write my vows
I told myself I wouldn't care
But my heart was yours to share
Remember that day sitting outside in your tree
I started planning and I won't let you ruin it for me

I didn't let myself feel the hurt
How my soul was aching
For the love I'll never get back
The time I'll never forget
The way you made me feel
But I pushed it all down
And pretended like I was fine
When secretly I was on fire inside

I said I do but you weren't there
Alone in my white dress flooded by stares
Streaks of mascara running down
Staining like ink I used to write my vows
I told myself I wouldn't care
But my heart was yours to share
Remember that day walking down your street
I started planning and I won't let you ruin it for me

A thousand yellow daisies, I watched them die
A thousand tears falling from my face I never cry
A thousand times you made me doubt what is true
A thousand lies I told myself, no it's never you
But I would've looked past it all
I would've ignored all of your faults
If you'd just stayed
And held me close to you
And said "I do, too", because

I said I do but you weren't there
Alone in my white dress flooded by stares
Streaks of mascara running down
Staining like ink I used to write my vows
I told myself I wouldn't care
But my heart was yours to share
Remember that day with you down on your knee
I started planning and I won't let you ruin it for me

I'm saying I do but you're not here
Alone in my white dress flooded by tears
Streaks of mascara running down
Staining like the link I used to write my vows
I told myself I wouldn't care
But my heart was yours to share
Today was the day you had promised me
I've been planning and I won't let you ruin it for me