Dumb Kids

Am I worth my weight in gold
Cuz I don't know what you're gonna say
After I threw months down the drain
Did I deserve everything you told me
Cuz I don't know if I've paid in shame
But these paragraphs read like pain

For what I know
To be hurting
But it's soulless
If you make me feel like I'm the burden
And it's colder
Without your gentle eyes
But I get older
Every time I have to cry

We're just dumb kids
And I didn't wanna grow up
Grow up like this
Didn't wanna close up, up forever
And a day
Let the past face what we made
We're dumb kids
And it's making us colder
Loving like this
With a turned shoulder
You know I'll love you till my dying day
But It'll never be the same

Am I not worth you being near
Cuz I don't know what games you played
And the question is driving me insane
Did my stories make it clear
Cuz I don't know what I wanna say
After opening up in that way

For what I knew
To be loving
But it's heartless
If you think it's only you who's hurting
And it's careless
For you to say you're fine
But I get bolder
Every time I have to cry

We're just dumb kids
And I didn't wanna grow up
Grow up like this
Didn't wanna close up, up forever
And a day
Let the past face what we made
We're dumb kids
And it's making us colder
Loving like this
With a turned shoulder
You know I'll love you till my dying day
But I don't know what you're gonna say

Try and make me forget the other day
The memories are covered in pain now
But a dull-type full-type breakdown
Makes the shade encase my brain and
All the ways you refracted my face
Makes the clear sky break the crystal gaze
God I wish I had the strength to turn around
But I'll never forget the way I found out

I'm worth growing up alone
Cuz I don't know what you're gonna say
After you threw us down the drain