Civil Solutions

I couldn't decide whether you were my answer
I couldn't decide whether you were my truth
I guess you couldn't find civil solutions
When I said I couldn't stay so close to you
I couldn't confide in a careless whisper
I couldn't confess my brutal truth
I couldn't survive if means you're mister
"Can't listen but I still love you"

Civil solutions
It's just us
Civil solutions
So now I've gotta run, run, run, run, run

Back to small town rolling hills
Back to answers in my morning pills
And solitude as saving grace
Why couldn't you hear me when I had more to say
Back to shells of hate
Back to agony back to making faces
At girls in the mirrors who don't cry
Cuz I can't calm down inside

I couldn't survive when you gave me your answers
I couldn't confront my solitude
I guess I couldn't find civil solutions
When you needed me to need you
I didn't believe my careless squabble
I couldn't confuse my twisted words
And I guess you didn't know I was starting to topple
Because that's how well they worked

Civil solutions
It's just us
Civil solutions
So now I've gotta run, run, run, run, run

Back to small town rolling hills
Back to answers in my morning pills
And solitude as saving grace
Why couldn't you hear me when I had more to say
Back to shells of hate
Back to agony back to making faces
At girls in the mirrors who don't cry
Cuz I can't calm down inside

Back to saving graces
Back to empty burial places
Back to crying tears that don't really dry
Back to killing all love inside
Amtrak pillow faces
Make me wish for
A replacement shape
To fill the void inside while I
I'm drowning in my self hate
Amtrak pillow faces
Make me wish for
Burial places
To sink the spade and say goodbye
Can I really kill what never died