Lock In

"And the Lord God said, 'It is not good that man should be alone;
I will make him a helper comparable to him.'" - Genesis 2:18

"Hi, I been thinking a lot and I believe it would be
Best if we stopped talking.
I really do care about you and wish you the best
But I know that if I truly cared about you the way you care about me
I wouldn't be feeling this way.
I'm not completely throwing away the idea that
Perhaps in 1-2 years something might change.
I think we are just not there yet and might never be.
I know you said this is the worst way to reject someone,
But you are a wonderful person, but maybe not the person for me.
I'm young and still growing as a Christian,
And so are you. Know that this isn't solely based on the struggles
You're dealing with, but a lot of different things.
Guilty, I'll admit I think I misunderstood my own
Feelings and just liked the attention
Promise yourself and God that you will try to improve
And not get dragged down into depression.
I've always been a strong believer that people
Come into our lives for a reason.
Maybe the reason isn't always clear,
But hopefully in hindsight it will be.
I sincerely hope this is closure enough."

Think I'm in love with you
Green grass and sky of blue
As I push on, tryna fight for a sunny day
I'll never know
The love, you never show
You take your love away from me

Said she goin to school for like 8 years
Now I'm like "great I'ma wait here"
Waisting all the great years
Said she'd be back soon, not what my brain hears
Now I'm making fake fears

Like What if, what if
What if, what if
What if, what if

Stop it
I'm off topic
I'm on nonsense
Demon on me Lord, please wash it
Yeah I need to watch it
It's obnoxious, and so toxic
Got the key to my heart, need to lock in (yuh)

To be honest, I ain't known that long
And to be honest, I shouldn't have wrote this song
To be honest, you don't even like me
(Ayy) to be honest, ain't nobody like me

From the moment that I met you I was starstruck
Had something, intangible about you, left me awestruck
Made me shed a tear and something I don't do
I could have it all but I just really want you

Never been the type to really know what I was doing
Thought I finally found one, guess that's why I kept pursuing
Didn't think you'd run when I opened up to you
I guess it is what it is, life goes on, what can you do?

The middle of me writing this you ran away from me
You told me try again next year and then maybe we'll see
You didn't have to do that, you shouldn't have gave me hope
Cause when then time comes, if you say no I won't cope
(No)

Said she goin to school for like 8 years
Now I'm like "great I'ma wait here"
Waisting all the great years
Said she'd be back soon, not what my brain hears
Now I'm making fake fears

Like What if, what if
What if, what if
What if, what if

Stop it
I'm off topic
I'm on nonsense
Demon on me Lord, please wash it
Yeah I need to watch it
It's obnoxious, and so toxic
Got the key to my heart, need to lock in (yuh)

Said she goin to school for like 8 years
Now I'm like "great I'ma wait here"
Waisting all the great years
Said she'd be back soon, not what my brain hears
Now I'm making fake fears

Like What if, what if
What if, what if
What if, what if

Stop it
I'm off topic
I'm on nonsense
Demon on me Lord, please wash it
Yeah I need to watch it
It's obnoxious, and so toxic
Got the key to my heart, need to lock in (yuh)

This song had a whole different meaning before
You poured my heart out and watched as spilt on the floor
If you ain't like me then why'd you keep coming for more?
If you ain't want me in then why'd you go and unlock the door?

I'm in love with you
Don't know what to do
You uncomfortable
Don't know what to do
Just go finish school
It's cool

It's cool

Think I'm in love with you
Green grass and sky of blue
As I push on, tryna fight for a sunny day
I'll never know
The love, you never show
You take your love away from me



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