thoughts of a sixteen year old girl - bonus track

I followed you for too long
I craved a subject to put in a song
I wanna fall in love so bad
But love is a cursed fairyland
And
Lana sang about being an American whore
Darling, I don't know what is right and what is wrong
Anymore
But I can understand her

And I wrote an entire album about Texas
People mistake it to be about my exes
Nobody has scored me, and nobody ever will
Because I protect my heart so well
And
That man couldn't even hold down a job
So why would I keep him for more than two months
I don't know why I do what I do
But at this point I have nothing to loose

So who says I can't chase an irrelevant guy
And who says I can't look beautiful when I cry
Lord knows I look best when I'm sad
Maybe that's why he keeps me like that

And who says I can't have a mental breakdown
It's not like this one will be fatal
Or maybe it will, I don't mind
At least I look good when I cry

Maybe I tell my mother a little too much
But she's better than any friend that I've had
She's from Florida and hates winter here so
For the eighth time, I'm skipping out on class

And maybe I should slow down on being
So sharp with my tongue
But I wanna fall in love so bad
But I'm too young
So I'll skip out on that

So who says I can't chase an irrelevant guy
And who says I can't look beautiful when I cry
Lord knows I look best when I'm sad
Maybe that's why he keeps me like that

And who says I can't have a mental breakdown
It's not like this one will be fatal
Or maybe it will, I don't mind
At least I look good when I cry

In conclusion, alls fair in love and war
Alls fair when there's nothing to fight for
Alls fair when you're alone and insane
Alls fair when you stay in your own lane

And furthermore, I'd like to add
That falling in love isn't so bad
When the man I fell in love with
Is a figment of my imagination

So who says I can't chase an irrelevant guy
And who says I can't look beautiful when I cry
Lord knows I look best when I'm sad
Maybe that's why he keeps me like that

And who says I can't have a mental breakdown
It's not like this one will be fatal
Or maybe it will, I don't mind
At least I look good when I cry

A little note for those who are still here
If you ever need someone to wipe your tears
Don't call me, I'll be wiping my own
But I'll be giggling when I pick up the phone

Sadness and despair are dark facades
That I can put on my face when I want
But I'm all joy and laughter now
And these were the thoughts
Of a sixteen year old girl

Of a sixteen year old girl